Monday, September 10, 2018

EK AUR BAAT




EK AUR BAAT

Ek Aur Baat Thi Jo Main Keh Na Paya,
Mud Ker Gaye Tum Yun Ki Phir Koi Jawab Na Aya,
Koshish Ki Thi Maine Rok Lu Tumhe Ya Ruk Tum Jao,
Thodi Deri Hogi Tumhe Mager Meri Ek Aur Baat Sunti Jao,
Per Waqt Phisla Hatho Se Main Dobara Tumko Na Mil Paunga,
Gujra Waqt Ho Tum Tumhe Kaise Wapus Launga
Ek Khayal Hai Ki Tumse Uss Din  Sach Kehna Jaruri Tha,
Dil Me Bassi Uss Ek Aur Baat Ko Zahir Kerna Jaruri Tha.

Bhul Ke Bhi Hum Ek Dujhe Ko Bhul Na Payenge,
Main A Gya Hu Dur Bhot, Ab Hum Na Mil Payenge,
Ek Aur Baat Hi Thi Jo Tumhe Dur Mujhse Aur Mujhe Tumhare Karib Ker Gayi,
Khayalo Se Tumhare Mujhe Bhar Gayi aur mere Halaat Badh-Se-Badhter Ker Gayi,
Jeena Nagawara Aur Maut Bhi Mushkil Ker Gayi,
Ek Aur Baat Khene Hi Wala Tha Per Mauka Na Mila,
Kisi Bhi Alfazh Ka Uss Din Jabaan Ne Sath Hi Na Diya,
Nasamjhi Hui Itni Badhi Ki Kuch Bhi Hosh Na Tha,
Tumhe Sabse Jyada Samjhne Wale Ko Uss Rojh Tumne Hi Nahi Samjha,

Ye Zindagi Tere Bin Badhi Aadhuri  Si Lagti Hai
Attho Pehar Sulli Si Lagti Hai
Koshish Kerta Hu Jeene Ki Hajaar Baar Per
Jeena Bhi Majboori Si Lagti Hai
Ussi Ek Baat Ka Khayal  Mujhe Baar Baar Atta Hai
Hatho Se Chuta Tera Hath Wo Sath Yaad Atta Hai,
Lagta Khush Hu Yun Main Per Ek Aur Baat Na Keh Pane Ka Malaal Dil Me Atta Hai,
Khush Hu Bhi Main Ya  Hun Udas Ye Sawal Dil Me Atta Hai,

Ek Aur Baat Hi Mere Dil Me Bas Gayi Bebasi Ka Mere Mujhko Ehsas Kara Gayi
Ab Kisi Se Koi aur Baat Nahi Koi Mulaakat Nahi, Jab Ek Aur Baat Nahi Tho Zindagi Mai Koi Aur Baat Nahi.

ONE MORE THING
That one more thing I couldn’t say to you,
You left and gave no response to me,
I tried to be with you or to keep you with me,
It will me late to you but please listen to me,
Time passed by and I can’t meet you anymore,
I can’t make up again now you are gone,
I think that it was important to say the whole truth to you on that day,
It was important to say all I had in me for you,
We can’t forget each other even if we try,
I am far away from you now we can’t meet again even if try,
That one more thing brought me near to you and made you far from me,
Filled me with your thoughts and made my situation worst,
Made hard to live and hard to die,
I was about say that thing but did not say it,
Words did not come out to confess,
Misunderstandings was this much,
That you did not understand me although I understand you the most,

 I feel my life is incomplete without you,
It feels like punishment for me all the time without you,
I try to live thousand times but now I feel reluctant to live,
I recall that one thing which I didn’t say to you
That memories comes when I lost you,
It seems I am happy but I have regretted that I did not say that one thing to you,
Am I really joyful or sad this question comes in my mind?

That one thing I kept in my heart and felt helpless to say it,
Now no more meets no more words for anyone,
If not that thing then no more things in my life.

Heart Says

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